Random

People that I am closed to are trying to work with the word 'friend'. A few of them are having problems with their friends as what I have been through before. The feeling of being left out or not being care for are usually the most common thing to mention when the issue of friendship is being brought up. Nowadays I tend to take it easy when it comes to this issue as I know that it is difficult to depend on your friends when you really need them (sorry if I have insulted anyone)

Today will be the stepping stone of my life as my application to change programme will be posted out. I am keeping my fingers crossed so that God can make the correct decision for me. Besides, I will be leaving for university to attend some camp name 'Kem Kepimpinan Generasi xxxx Belas. It was a last minute phone call when I was soundly asleep that I agree to participate in. Again I am keeping my finger crossed so that it will be an enjoyable trip cause I really have nothing else to do at home for these last three weeks of this unproductive semester break. These 2 things are done aknowledging that my current bunch of friends will not be always by my side and I have to carry on with or without their pressence.

To my friends out there (if you accidentally bump into this blog), I am ever ready to listen to all your grudges and problems but no promise that I am a good counsellor. I must thank those who had lend their ears to listen to my grandfather story when I am down. Hopefully I can be a good listener when someone knock on my door.