A Beautiful Begining..

It's been a week since I am back from a leadership camp of my residential college in Pangkor Island. It has been a great experience since I joined less than 5 activities organised by my residential college for the pass 1 year. Peers influence is one of the factors in addition to my laziness to socialise with people that I do not know well. We guys were unofficially 'appointed' as group leaders as they were only 4 boys divided into 4 groups. And the worse thing was being force to take the lead in any group activities. Well, I am still a gentleman in front of the ladies as I still allowed the ladies to go first. (if you get what I meant)

This week I get to meet 2 different group of friends at the same location but different time. On wednesday, I went out with Alvin, Seet Yen and Chuin Er. They are consider my day-out-during-semester-break buddies as Alvin will definitely plan something during our break for us to meet up. Today I went out with Chun Chi, Jye Ping and Huai Yee who are the people closest to me during my Form 6. Although I met up with Chun Chi occasionally in UPM, he constantly reminded me to meet up to kill our boredom at home and to meet the girls who I have not meet them for more than 1 year. (sorry I missed all the gatherings) Well someone promise to take me out after his exam. Hahahha.. (I still did not get to meet someone who went to Singapore)

More people are coming back for their summer break next month. So hopefully can meet with you guys soon.

Random

People that I am closed to are trying to work with the word 'friend'. A few of them are having problems with their friends as what I have been through before. The feeling of being left out or not being care for are usually the most common thing to mention when the issue of friendship is being brought up. Nowadays I tend to take it easy when it comes to this issue as I know that it is difficult to depend on your friends when you really need them (sorry if I have insulted anyone)

Today will be the stepping stone of my life as my application to change programme will be posted out. I am keeping my fingers crossed so that God can make the correct decision for me. Besides, I will be leaving for university to attend some camp name 'Kem Kepimpinan Generasi xxxx Belas. It was a last minute phone call when I was soundly asleep that I agree to participate in. Again I am keeping my finger crossed so that it will be an enjoyable trip cause I really have nothing else to do at home for these last three weeks of this unproductive semester break. These 2 things are done aknowledging that my current bunch of friends will not be always by my side and I have to carry on with or without their pressence.

To my friends out there (if you accidentally bump into this blog), I am ever ready to listen to all your grudges and problems but no promise that I am a good counsellor. I must thank those who had lend their ears to listen to my grandfather story when I am down. Hopefully I can be a good listener when someone knock on my door.